Always listening, Oh, stop that, Remus shook his head, taking a sip of his drink. didnt matter, because Remus wasnt breathing, and he wasnt answering, and he wasnt stopping. Remus smiled, shaking his head. He was just stiff, all of his muscles tensed and trembling and locked in place, and Sirius wanted to hold him or cradle him against his chest or shake him and tell him to wake up, to breathe, to stop. He needed to go. It hadnt even been that bad. He felt sick. now, werent they? tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit). 7. You taking a second to catch your breath doesnt delay that. Remus exhaled harshly with a sound that was almost a wail, and he didn't breathe back in, and there were tears streaking down his cheeks. Several seemingly small changes in a familiar story spark large differences down the line. Remus groaned, tipping his head back so it was leaning against the back of the couch. maybe "a bit" is an understatement.. again, i only write happy endings, so hold onto that as some comfort! Sirius breathed, trying to still his shaking hand so that he could feel it. Without Wormtail, Sirius would not now be dead. Chapter 4: Consequences of an Unknown Event. . Wont be more than eight minutes. Harry couldnt ride in the ambulance with them, and Sirius couldnt leave Harry home. . It sounded so obvious, something that didnt even need to be said. Sirius raised his eyebrows at him from the kitchen, but Remus waved a hand at him in a general NeonicBeast 7 yr. ago. "Shame on you" He snarled, "you believed him capable of what an imposter did and did nothing to find him" "Stay away from him, you will not get another chance to hurt him. Sirius couldnt make his thoughts catch up to the reality that was in front of him, the reality that Remus had dropped like a rock and gone straight into it, no warning, no aura, no nothing;there and then gone. He needed to call Regulus. And for some reason, the first thing Sirius said when the operator picked up was sorry.. Okay, Sirius murmured. Thats what I thought, Sirius nodded. Remus lamented. He was just it wasnt even that was a strong word. Premise of the story is that after hearing the prophecy voldemort decided to kill every magical child abusivedursleys harrypotter abusedharry drarry dumbledorebashing abuse dracomalfoy dursleys hogwarts childabuse blaisezabini angst harry fanfiction AU, updated for HBP com Forgive Me Harry Potter FanFic Fanfiction Harry abducted to the. Theyd skipped getting safely to the ground. That was written on one of Harrys baby foods, I think. Absent-mindedly, Sirius made a note that Harry would be up from his nap soon, probably hungry. They had little fun facts on the lids, Sirius recalled. Prop the door and come back.". bad, He put his palm against Remus head and then flipped to the back of his hand. But he realized now how complicated this was. What happened to. He had a seizure, and it was bad, and it it wouldnt stop, and he couldnt breathe, and I should have I didnt. His elbows locked. He stood up from the couch, stretching his arms back behind him. sports-drink, papa-pa he told himself. he asked cautiously, but Remus' eyes were still half-lidded and rolled up into his head, and his breathing was fast and shallow, but it was slowly deepening like he was panting after a run. title is a quote from hozier's Cherry Wine (yes another hozier title leave me alone i love him), this is part of a series, but can be read as a stand-alone :), (See the end of the chapter for more notes.). I think green tea has caffeine, so thats out. He turned back to Remus, who had draped his arm over the back of the couch, facing backward to watch Siriuss search. He should have done this first, should have started the timer right away. He was fine, and then he wasnt. Regulus insisted. Kind of. 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Can youcan you stay on the phone? he asked. He opened the calendar by accident first, and then fumbled and tapped a text notification that popped up, and then finally switched to the timer. Heroes Sirius Black Sirius Black has woken night after night to the screams of one of his best friends, (YN) Potter. He was just so stuck on that. Do you know how to check his pulse?". Hold on, hold on, he muttered, and then realized how ridiculous it was to tell Remus to. And I bite my tongue sometimes. He hadnt gotten an aura, and he hadnt been sitting, and he might have hit his head, and he was sick, and he had a Id have gone to another store, Sirius grumbled, and Remus laughed, pinching the bag open. He reached out, holding onto Regulus wrist so he wouldnt feel like he was floating away. Four minutes didn't have that one minute buffer. Harry looked up to him questionably but kept silent as his godfather hadn&39;t given the safe word yet; their lessons drilled into him well. Moony, the operator asked, and Sirius startled a little, forgetting she was still listening. Cheers. He made a toasting motion and took a bite of his cracker. His eyes twitched, but they didnt open all the way, still rolled back in his head and flicking back and forth behind his eyelids like he was dreaming. He had no clue if she was just saying that to be reassuring or if she meant it, but it didnt matter much. Theyd skipped getting safely to the ground. You arent driving right now.. in the other room, and he shook his head, trying to force his thoughts to line up. Remus would say, &0183;&32;Windows 9, the latest operating system from Microsoft of America has gone one step further in annoying the users harry potter fanfiction harry is prepared, Feb 16, 2016 &183; I was 11, and a Yahoo search led me to the official Warner Bros Harry Potter forum, and thats where I found my very first sex mentor, lets call her xxSlytherinXXXSweetie Harry Potter 5 Reasons. Sirius didnt think hed bitten his tongue, not yet at least. Was it even accurate now? He realized he hadnt seen if Remus had hit his head. So if the seizure continued right until the ambulance got there, it wouldn't be five minutes long, it would be, say, five minutes plus however much time it took the ambulance to get there, and then if Remus didnt stop, it would be Probably, Sirius agreed, taking the box out. I feel like the tin man.. Pansy Parkinson/Original Female Character, Original Female Character of Color - Character. Harry has a vision of Sirius being tortured and begs Dobby to take him to Sirius. &0183;&32;With Sirius in safe hands, James took a moment to take several deep breaths; determinedly avoiding the covered up bodies nearby before turning, intent to make his way upstairs so he could begin combing the house in search for his son. He needed to make sure the first phone call Hope Lupin got about her son wasnt a call from the hospital asking after an emergency contact. Sirius glanced his way. FanfictionBot 7 yr. ago. Harry was shunned by the whole school after the parseltongue incident. Remus and Sirius finally dropped their hands to their sides as they noticed that Harry could hardly breathe and didn&x27;t want to take the chance of Voldemort acting of his threat. And I bite my tongue sometimes. He could have done anything. Okay. . Remus made another noise like a moan. Remus had said, and said again, and said again, And this was the thing, though; the difference between, felt infinite it felt safe. Okay. He hit. His hands were stiff near his chest, fingers twitching. Sirius Black III (3 November, 1959 -18 June, 1996), also known as Padfoot or Snuffles (in his Animagus form), was an English pure-blood wizard, the older son of Orion and Walburga Black, the brother of Regulus Black, and godfather of Harry Potter. Three and a half minutes was long for him, but it wasnt dangerous, not yet. 15. Come on, he added, picking up Sirius phone from the counter. Dont stick anything in my mouth. He didnt know who. Remus had told Sirius that he never remembered much of it, only maybe right at the beginning and right at the end, but sometimes it was like blinking and it was over. Maybe theyre in the walls. It had just been a cold. gonna come sue me for mislabeling merchandise?, I could do tea, Remus replied, taking another swig. Hes with people who can help, Regulus nodded assuredly. left kudos on this work! Its normal. I should have called the ambulance right away, Reg. "That's good. As he set the bottle down, he started coughing, thumping his own chest. But they were past that 2022. . Yes, Sirius answered, and it hurt to say, because now it was five minutes and forty-six seconds and Remus had blood trailing down the side of his cheek and his eyes were rolled back and he still wasnt breathing, which answered her next question as well. "I&x27;mgladyou&x27;reokay," the words were brittle and came out feebly as Harry shook uncontrollably. and something This year, Thea looked down at her husband where he slept undisturbed by owls and wars, and she shivered. togetherness really Involves Good Malfoys, Sirius and Severus. He put his hand against Remus cheek, and it was awful how hot his fever was. Sirius held back a laugh. He couldnt think. He wished hed asked more questions about that, now. Thanks. He pressed the heels of his palms against his eyes. It was safe. 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He was worrying himself sick. His eyes fluttered, but he didn't open them, and he made a sound in the back of his throat. 2022. minutes seizing, and ten minutes where Sirius felt like his whole world was stuttering to a stop. Pain exploded in his veins making the fifteen year old gasp and his shoulder jolt. ottawa dog adoption. That was normal. If I could help you with that, I would, Sirius said. Dont stick anything in my mouth. sound and took it from him. He took the phone from Regulus. Hes breathing, but its not hes he shook himself. I did not sleep with that wizard! Hes still not waking up. Remus inhales were becoming longer than his exhales, catching against his throat so they grated in his throat. He opened the calendar by accident first, and then fumbled and tapped a text notification that popped up, and then finally switched to the timer. Hes with EMTs and doctors and thats who he needs, right now. &0183;&32;Harry snapped angrily. in the other room, and he shook his head, trying to force his thoughts to line up. Thats all it had beensomething simple, congestion, body aches, a sinus infection at worst. Regulus put his hand on Sirius' shoulder, holding him in place, and Sirius felt himself getting frustrated. He squeezed his eyes shut, tipping his head forward to rest against Regulus chest, and the roaring in his ears was slowly quieting. , If I knew youd be so upset about He was pinching his phone between his shoulder and ear. When Harry's spell finally hit him, the Dark Lord died. 27. sounds like something good for the immune system, he shrugged. Sirius couldnt fault him for that. Everything was blurry. Oh, thats the melatonin. "Who is it" he asked. " she assured him, or tried to assure him, but there was a lot of fear tied up in eight whole minutes of waiting that made Sirius feel like the world was crushing down on him. Can you tell me your name?, Alright, Sirius. . Okay." . . Hagrid, shocked and angry, moved to intercept the boy. Suddenly he regretted messaging so many people at once. Thats normal, too, . 1 It gives those who experience it the ability to do very great things as a result of it. Sirius traced a finger down one of the fine white lines still visible on Harry&39;s face. It mostly focuses on how that torture effected him mentally and physically. His skin was still hot and dry, and even without taking his temperature, Sirius could tell his temperature hadnt gone down since that morning. He heard a sound, but it wasnt Remus. He needed to handle this. Nah, we might get copyrighted, Sirius shrugged, and Remus barked a laugh. i can come too . Of course, dear. Its okay, Sirius said again, because he had to. done Sirius swallowed. . Remus had told Sirius he was pretty sure hed caught it from some lady whod sneezed on him at the caf, and as disgusting as that sounded, Remus had just laughed it off. northwestern lacrosse. 1 It gives those who experience it the. Hed been so out of breath before, panting like hed run a marathon, and now it was gone again, and there was nothing he could do. It was okay. Remus? hed probably worried them sick. It was mostly just crackers and ginger-ale and. His shoulders went lax, and as soon as Sirius saw that last thread of tension leave him, he wasted no time turning him onto his side. VIII. Time it, okay? Four minutes didn't have that one minute buffer. Thats relaxing. That was the only warning. she reassured him. Harry was rather small and skinny for his age with pale skin and wild hair that went in every direction. Theres two nearby, theyve both been dispatched, didnt matter, because Remus wasnt breathing, and he wasnt answering, and he wasnt stopping. He hissed as the silver burnt him, red and vicious. Harry was crying, and his phone was ringing, and he was alone. I couldnt go with him, Harry couldnt he shook his head, the words getting choked off. Heshes got epilepsy. Notifications started popping up, and Harry was babbling louder now, calling Regulus texted back first while Sirius was halfway through writing his next message, something about how Harry couldnt come with them in the ambulance, the message said. Weve got Sirius muttered, turning back to the drawer. The boy's slight frame was not only exaggerated by his insistence on wearing his godfather's old t-shirts as nightclothes, but also by the fact that his almond-shaped emerald eyes and black rimmed glasses seemed to overpower his entire face. He didnt know what to do because hed never seen this, and even when he tried to look up resources, hed never felt like he had all the answers. Okay, he said out loud for good measure. gonna come sue me for mislabeling merchandise?, You never know, Sirius said ominously. He kept one hand rested against Sirius shoulder. maybe he should have called an ambulance right away. Youre spiraling, Regulus pointed out, and Sirius hated that he was right. started ringing in Sirius ears. They couldnt just skip them, they couldnt. He hated it. five minutes "Okay," Sirius breathed. so A) you should subscribe to the series if you want to get notified when i post into it, and B) feel free to leave me some prompts if you have things you want to see! Theyll help him. It wasn't dangerous yet, because it was a minute, Four minutes was different. AN- I do not own Harry Potter. He handed Remus medical binder to someone. . It had been a small thing that had sparked it off and a simple reply that caused Sirius&x27; life to change for good. Hed done something wrong. Sit for a second, okay? tip: arthur merlin words>1000 sort:hits. If you accept cookies from our site and you choose "Proceed", you will not be asked again during this session (that is, until you close your browser). One thing at a time, Regulus squeezed his shoulder. harry potter seizure in front of sirius fanfiction. when they werent sure what else to say. He tried to stand, stumbled, and then caught himself, forcing himself to his feet and toward the door, and it felt like he was floating a little, like one second he was up and the next his hand was on the doorknob, and then he realized he didn't bring anything to prop it with, so he shoved a sneaker into the base from the shoe rack, and it would have to do. papa, she said. wobbly?, Remus rolled his shoulders back, wincing a little as he did. Some terrible, critical part in the back of his head said this was because of him. what-ifs. sports-drink, The ones that sounded like Remus was trying so hard to breathe just for it to get blocked right there at the end. Except, they aren&x27;t. One night while out on the grounds of Hogwarts, Remus smells the s of his mate and fallows it Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets "I thought you were going to buy me a present Missing POA moment - Remus sees Harry. He felt a bit guilty sending what he sent where he sent it, but he needed someone to come, and the fastest way to make that happen was to message the chat hed made for sending christmas photos a few months ago because it had all the people who might be able to help. call. four Based off First Came Marriage, by AMBERJANUS. He could. Theyd, It didnt make sense. But it meant hed been suffering through his symptoms with only the help of acetaminophen for the fever and aches and saline spray for his congestion. Keep breathing, he said. EWE, disregarding Sirius, Remus, and Colin Creeveys deaths, sequel to My Big Fat Pureblood Wedding. Id have gone to another store, Sirius grumbled, and Remus laughed, pinching the bag open. Maybe he stood up too fast, or stood for too long, or hadnt gotten enough sleep, or hadnt had enough water. Thats all it had beensomething simple, congestion, body aches, a sinus infection at worst. five Sirius shot his hand out to grip the forearm of the EMT who was nearest to him because he needed to hold onto something or he'd collapse right then and there. It was mostly just crackers and ginger-ale and They had 31 July 1980) was an English half-blood wizard, and one of the most famous wizards of modern times. also, i have plans to write more into this series!! Hes gone to the hospital. It was grounding. He was worrying himself sick. Hes not he forced himself to breathe one long, shuddering inhale, because it really wouldnt serve either of them well if he passed out from lack of oxygen as well. Time always felt agonizingly slow during these ones. And something felt terrible about the waiting, then, after Open your eyes. Op Harry. Okay, he cut her off. Alright. He tended to avoid most cold and flu medicines, worrying about how theyd react with his epilepsy and medications, even though his doctor had told him which ones were alright to take. 5. , and then as soon as it was four minutes and one second, there were only fifty nine seconds left, and then less and less and less. Ambulance is about four minutes out.". Where is he now?. Harry ends up in a coma following the final battle. No. Sirius opened a cabinet to get a mug out, and Remus dug around in the drug store bag, pulling out one of the packets of crackers. Sirius traced a finger down one of the fine white lines still visible on Harry&39;s face. Sirius couldnt make his thoughts catch up to the reality that was in front of him, the reality that Remus had dropped like a rock and gone straight into it, no warning, no aura, no nothing;there and then gone. I just killed Harry Potter". . He needed to get up. content warnings: in depth description of witnessing a seizure. Everything felt so quiet, now. Remus made another noise like a moan. just then as though he could help it. Thats a new one, Sirius had mused. Shes not going to blame you, Sirius, Regulus said gently, shaking his head. If it looked like this. harry potter fanfiction. Hows the headache?, Hm, Sirius nodded, frowning. He couldn&x27;t even believe he was arguing with the beaming nutter in front of him. Okay, Sirius murmured. He said it softly, like a statement, almost casuallyso casually that Sirius turned expecting him to ask something about what they were having for dinner, or telling him he wanted honey in his tea, or complain about how off brand sports-drink didnt taste as good as Gatorade. NeonicBeast. harry dies in sirius arms fanfiction harry dies in sirius arms fanfiction Home Realizacje i porady Bez kategorii harry dies in sirius arms fanfiction He was just stiff, all of his muscles tensed and trembling and locked in place, and Sirius wanted to hold him or cradle him against his chest or shake him and tell him to wake up, to breathe, to stop, Copyrighted? platinum symbol. Thanks. He pressed the heels of his palms against his eyes. It was just a cold. Just given him a snack. its alright the operator said. Twenty seconds to be safe. Were not doing. He had a seizure, Sirius blurted out insistently, like Regulus wouldnt believe him. Some terrible, critical part in the back of his head said this was because of him. By: KusanoSaku. Their dysfunctional family seems to be being tested once again, leaving many to wonder if it can weather the storm. Remus chest jerked again, and with it, he exhaled a harsh, guttural sound, one that sounded dangerously close to a sob, close enough that it made Sirius heart ache. but sometimes I get to four. He was paranoid about itwhich was valid, of course. them. she greeted cheerily, and Sirius heart twisted. I knew that, Can you time it?" But his eyes werent focusing, and his breathing was becoming shallow, and it didnt make sense. "II dont know. Harry whined, finding himself suddenly in a halter top, blonde, curly wig and knee high boots with fishnets and short shorts. Sirius paused it. Hed bitten his tongue. Four minutes was different. Harry Potter and the Stargate - linffn(13052799) Remus wasn't fast enough, Sirius lives, Harry goes through. Join Harry as life as he knows it is turned upside down. Sirius held back a laugh. I dontI dont know what Im doing. Maybe he should call Marlene, he thought, orOh, fuck, I need to call his mum, Sirius realized. I know, Regulus murmured. He couldn't even form a thought. Brothers, and all that. 1 It gives those who experience it the. Superfruit Harry and Draco are in the process of adopting a son when they find out Harry is pregnant. Theyd been together over a year now, and Sirius had seen Remus seizures in all of the forms they took, but familiarity brought him no comfort.